*About being afraid to make a move on someone you’re into and how it feels when you can’t seem to get it together enough to do it.*
All I see, all that surrounds me.
There’s no light in the black.
No rainbow in the dark.
There hasn’t been since I lost you.
I see you but I cannot speak.
I try but the words escape me.
Do you even notice how I struggle?
Do you see how you make me feel?
It’s not your fault I’m such a mess.
I could never gather the strength to face my biggest fears.
Of course they came to pass anyway.
Losing you in plain sight.
Watching you as I fade like a distant memory.
Becoming invisible in a pitch black world.
Now that the light of my love has gone.
Now that you’ve left, and I’m truly alone.
Lifeless like an empty shell.
A vessel wandering along a broken path.
A path leading me into the depths of an abyss.
of pitch black emptiness.