*Someone you’re crazy about whose tough to get a read on. You’re questioning how they feel because you don’t know, and wondering if there’s a point to all the confusion and back and forth feelings you put yourself through.*
Feels like a rollercoaster every night.
I can’t really tell if it’s wrong or right.
A happiness I’ve never felt this way.
And hopelessness that tortures me each day.
I don’t seem to know how you really feel,
But being with you is truly ideal.
Each time that you smile you make my heart race.
And every time I can’t keep up the pace.
Am I a pawn in a pointless head game?
Do you shake like me when I call your name?
What do you truly want on the inside?
Is every piece of longing justified?
I see a future when I look to you.
But will you take it or let it fall through?