*About loneliness. Waiting for something to work out like how you’ve thought things would work out before with other people. And being sick of waiting.*
I’m waiting for a rainbow that won’t come,
For brighter shades in a world full of gray.
For feelings I’d enjoy when I succumb.
For a ray of light in a darkened day.
I’d take anything to ease all the pain,
To erase all the pictures I can see.
Images of you burn inside my brain.
The flames free you but they isolate me.
I’m alone in the darkness of my mind.
Thinking of what I can’t have in this life.
My head feels tattered and my heart confined,
Like my soul’s been slit by a hunting knife.
Waiting for a rainbow that’s overdue,
In the form of love I can start anew.